too old to be pregnant again.
It started out with this stinkin' pregnancy sickness.
I don't know if it was magnified this time, but I was in bed for days.
That is over, thank God.
Now I have the blessed migraines.
They are a joy.
There is medication for those, but it just takes the edge off.
And I have this pregnancy mask all over.
Never had it before.
I don't want it on me anymore.
I can't walk up steps.
I had gotten really good at running up our stairs.
I may have been overweight, but I always made it a point to RUN up the stairs.
As soon as I found out I was pregnant, the running turned to walking with heavy breathing.
And now the walking with heavy breathing has turned to moaning and groaning all the way up the stairs.
Now I have to sit down when I reach the top.
I don't like being pregnant.
It doesn't feel like a miracle right now.
Though I know it is.
I know I am so blessed to be able to bear children.
And I do thank God for that.